- Journeys
How I went from desperate to pain free
I believe in the wisdom of the past
Inspired by the Japanese philosophy of Wabi-Sabi, I believe there is beauty and wisdom in all things, even painful memories of the past. By being open, compassionate and authentic about our past experiences and stories, we are able to transform them from being stuck, heavy, or burdensome into something more enlightened, evolved and purified.
Back in 2019, I was a bit more than a year in my previous fashion business. One day, out of the blue, I started to have a really big pain, localised on a particular point on my back. Sometimes, when I was working in my pop up stores, I would even end up lying on the floor, that was how bad the pain was.
I tried lots of physios, osteopaths, in different cities and countries, I was so desperate. No one seemed to understand where the pain was coming from.
End of 2020, I got certified as a Reiki healer and would go to sound bath regularly. In 2021, my inner guidance strengthened after I got trained in mediumship. Those modalities combined, just changed everything to me.
One day, I was giving myself a self-reiki session as the pain was quite strong, and I started to get some downloads of information, (it’s always so crazy how much wisdom I can now get just by practicing Reiki and connecting with the body), but which didn’t make a lot of sense to me at the time. A few days later, I had booked a sound bath session. All of a sudden, all the pieces of the puzzle started to form a one and clear message: “In a past life, I got shot on the back in that specific point where I’m feeling the pain.
Each time I get triggered by a stressful situation or emotion, the pain comes back. This is how my body speaks to me, telling me I’m not aligned with what I’m doing anymore in my life. A readjustment is needed”.
A few weeks later, I stopped my previous business, this was the most difficult decision ever but the best at the same time, and the pain disappeared completely (after almost two challenging years).
Does my story resonate with you somehow? Check out my 1-to-1 healing session inspired by this past experience!